Magic bean!!

You are walking down the road and thats when you spot two people....one of a species that has come to be more popularly known as "the girl" (although it is addressed with various other names- chick, lady, woman, hot babe... are a few) .. and one thats is called " a boy".
They are seated on two chairs separated by a decent length of distance, on the same table.
Both are appreciating the beverage( ah.... the joy of caffine running in your blood... god bless the guy who invented coffee!!) that each seems to have been exclusively ordered.

I know what is the thought that hit you!!! And I wonder why? I wonder why there might not be space for a zillion other possibilities... she could be an old classmate... he might have caught her interest over some business deal... for gods sake.. she could be dying and he might be her only
kin!!!

But NO.. NO NO NO NO... the only thing you are wondering is.... are they just friends? or something more?

Despite all my efforts to keep her mouth shut, she wants to say a "few things" about this (eesh...I think all of you should just get a pillow .. cos you sure as hell are gonna get bored!!)... Oh my god.. shes here..

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Conversation inside my head:

Me: Hi ... the audience is waiting to hear what you have to say.. I jus gave them a run through on what the topic of your exceptional speech is gonna be.

Her: You did WHAT?? Why would you do such a horrible thing? I wanted to take them through
this thing that happened to us the other day.. and then tell them what I felt about it! Youve screwed it up again.. god.. you are useless!!

Me: Oh by all means.. please stand here and talk to me...(like I haven heard enough of you!!)

Her: Fine... since my audience is waiting for me.... get out of my way!

End of conversation inside my head.
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Just the other day, I met this guy... he's seemed like a very nice guy ( well.... he dint have a pierced tonue or pink colored hair)... and I started talking to him on a regular basis... that is to say..at the cost of a whopping $30/ 3 days.

Ill first tell you how I manged to meet him.. I mean people who know me.. know for sure that I dont just meet up with strangers.. and even worse, hit it off and ignore all the bombastically huge flirting comments he was throwing at me. Ok.. lets say.. I had a bad day.. I realised im all alone in this unknown place.. and looked for a shoulder that I could lean on. I meant it all well I tell you...
I was looking for a freind... some one who would be there for me.. and I have to say..he seems perfect for the part.. I look at him and I think... he'll be an amazing friend to have.
And that is how I end up being .. me .. just plain old crazy me. and it feels alright..

And that is when I realise what the word " freindship/ freind" means to this other species: " the boy" These words are things that people just say... its just part of the lingo...

Ok I understand ... its not every day you see a girl.. who looks decent..and starts talking to you
like she has known you forever.. I can understand how the crazy things she does seems fairly
loveable.. I even understand that you try to pull off some really smooth lines.. in an attempt to catch her attention in a seductive sense.

But when you realise she literally swats each of your lines like a fly bothering her, I think its high time you get it in your head that she aint interested. Ok Ill even understand that either you are really stupid or really persuasive.. but when you finally ask her and you get a damn straight reply that she cant/ wont do it... Its pretty staright that chuck the damn idea... let it go...

But NO... NO NO.. what do you do? you keep running the same road again and again..
I mean what is the matter with you? Why does it take such an effort to appreciete the fact that all she wants is to be freinds? But if you feel that with all these intense thoughts, the easiest way to deal with it would be to just end all of it... then you should say it!! It solves so many problems!

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Conversation inside my head:

Her: That went very well...
Me: you mean you are done?
Her :Of course not!! Im just giving them some time so it can sink in....
Me: You know what I think... they all seem well sunk... in their pillows that is!!
You talk in such loads... its bad enough I have to listen to you.. and now you have decided
to torture all these poor poeple...
Her: Dont be stupid... this is important.. people should know this stuff...
Me: ya sure... if they already don know it.. they never will.... so please let it go... Im gonna go
releive all these poor people...
Her:Spoil sport!!! I was having so much fun... you are just jelous you dont have the flare for words
that I am gifted with!! mph!!

End of conversation in my head
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Sorry about the delay ladies and gentlemen... Anyway.. she did make a good point.. it is hard... its hard to decide who should be your freind.. and even worse what you cant decide.. if you can be someone else's friend.. .. but what is not hard? which relation actually just happens? Every relation needs some effort

At th end of the day, I realise :

I dont care what the word freind means to you, I know it means the world to me. it means ill be there for you and I hope that you will too! I know nothing will ever happen between us.. and I really do feel sorry for hurting you.
But I have my reasons! And as hard as it, I expect you to understand and respect those reasons, as a favor you are doing to a freind. And I promise, in return, Ill show you what real friendhip means, what a beatiful journey it actually is.

I know there will be times when we will have to work hard, probably very hard, at making things work. But Ive gone down this road with a lot of other people and I have come to love every step of it, as have they.

All I know is that I trust you, even though you are almost a complete stranger. And I want you to trust me... trust me and let go..let go of this idea. You will see in time, you will know how good it feels to have a "magic bean"!!